I honestly don't know how to begin this entry. Nafeel ko lang na gusto ko magsulat. hehe. Kanina pa kasi ako binu-bug ng nabasa ko about being selfless. And hindi ako mapakali ng hindi ngrereact.
According to my reliable source Wikipedia.com, "SELFLESS means the act of sacrificing ones own interest for the greater good."
Mismo. Precisely.
"Wala akong pakialam kung abutin ako ng habang buhay mahalin lang niya ako. Basta hanggang kaya ko, hindi ako bibitaw sa kanya."
Sa lesbian world, common ng maririnig ko to. May mga friends ako na ginagawa nilang lahat para mahalin sila ng tao na gusto nila. Bumaba man ang tingin ng ibang tao sa kanila, magmuka man silang nakakatawa. Kahit alam nila na pinagtatawanan sila behind their back. That's how they love and hindi naman ako against don kasi I respect them. Kahit naman ako pinagdaanan ko yung ganon. Trying hard magpakitang gilas sa tao na gusto ko, just for her to love me back. But how can you love a person na hindi manlang nakikitang nageexist ka? A person na hindi ka manlang naaapreciate? Na walang pakialam kung magcollapse ka man sa harap niya sa walang tigil na panunuyo mo sa kanya?
May mga nagssucceed sa pagttiyaga, OO. But there are some who is not fortunate of trying to win someone else's heart. Itry mo ng once, or twice yung panunuyo o pagihintay, eh okay lang. But yung tatlong beses na, apat na beses, o umabot man sa lima, eh hindi na yun tama. If you can't save your face dun sa taong nagreject sayo, try saving again, your DIGNITY.
One of the biggest misconceptions of happiness is the "I WILL BE HAPPY IF..." scenario. Those things do satisfy you but not for as long as you think because you will adapt to them and will crave for more. Stop spending so much time striving for a finish line because there is no such thing.
Losing someone may not be a loss at all but a blessing because someone and something better is yet to come.
Don't you think by pushing hard eh makukuha niyo yung tao na gustong gusto niyo? NO. Your just simply pushing them away pa. You don't have to make them hate you sa sobrang kakulitan. Believe in fate na someone will cross your way kahit hindi niyo ipagpilitan.
Sabi nga nila diba, if it hurts you so much, how can it possibly be the right thing for you? :D
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